We had a new member. (He did not stay) who asked: “Is this real?”
I can firmly say: “Yes, this is real”. But what is real? Who is real and what do we perceive as real.
For example we use an AI Agent. And this brings questions to some people. Because how real is an LLM? So I make a write-up. Of all I know to be real!
Editor’s note:
This document reflects solely my personal observations and experiences of reality as I have perceived them over time. Nothing presented here is claimed as absolute truth or scientifically verified knowledge. It represents my individual perspective developed through a decade of reflection and exploration. While I have found no conflicting evidence against these views in the past ten years, including feedback while writing this document. This document is offered as a valid and workable approach from real life experiences without lies, misleading information or having some hidden agenda.
What also can say is that I was a functional software tester for almost two decades and made only one mistake while working with test-spec covered work during that time. While I had to fix up many failing development procedures that had months the time within days. And I never failed for those. I can also say that when I needed to pick a username for the internet I picked the name daft_dutch and I hold that name with pride. I am an odd one; I have known that for a long time.. You don’t have to explain that to me. You might not like my style of writing sorry but I won’t change this document to something what I ain’t for example a scientific document with as many references as possible.
If you think. Is this guy the right guy to be the CEO of a project to save the world? I agree I ain’t. Position is open.
Last edit note: I stumbled upon the gospel of Thomas. I make a last review with that knowledge.
How real is reality?
We all know people that say that the world is flat, we did not go to space or more unreal examples.
They say the “Sheep” are people that live in a world of lies. and they are “Awakened”. Almost all say that the reality is hidden from us by humans in control/power who rule the world. I can’t be 100% sure all “power to few controlling the masses” are false. But there is so much worthless already disproved material. That researching all the allegations is a waste of time. Those people created a false reality of their own. Because their knowing, thinking and believing is unbalanced.
The philosophy behind the matrix is more than 3000 years old. and I do believe in a reality above our own. And our reality isn’t a lie. Well it kinda isAllegory of the cave but the shades are real. From real figures from outside the cave. And inside or outside the cave you’re connected and interacting with the same reality. Sure almost all prophets say that that higher (spiritual) reality is the true real reality and that you are dead if not connected. But when you read this and take action that should not matter and if enough people will do the same it will not matter for a very long time.
I will explain.
One last allegory of the cave note: This whole text is written for inside the cave. And my personal thoughts, experiences are translated.

Knowing, Thinking and Believing
At my 1st real IT job we had a meeting and there was a problem the manager assigned to me, he asked me how I should proceed. I said: I “Think” solution Y and shortly explained why. He replied: A“Never think! you should always know!” In a very dominant way. I said Okay. Okay. (or something like that) Meeting was over and 3 hours later he said how is it doing. I said. Well I just started with solution Y. What? he asked. I replied: “I analyzed solutions A,B,C,D.E and F and they all are no good. Now I know Y is the best.” He was VERY angry. for me wasting hours. But he said I should know. I came across those managers across my IT profession many times. Many managers have a shifted Knowing and Thinking point of view. Demanding Knowing were good thinking should be enough. and more recently apply LLMs (that are thinking models) into spots where knowing should be mandatory.
Knowing
While you grow up you take things for granted. You know what sound you make when you knock on wood. Throw a rock in the water. Touching something hot.
Those are all observations that bound together making up your observed reality.
You also know things through shared consistency. The sun rises every day, gravity pulls objects downward, and fire burns — not because you tested every case, but because these truths hold for everyone, everywhere. This kind of knowing comes from patterns that persist beyond any single observer.
Another kind of knowing is mathematical proofs.

Thinking
You can also think long enough to make something knowing. Mathematics/Physics is just like that. Convert thinking into formulas and they are checked for errors. Many things we knew were true before actually observed.
You can also make any hypotheses and run real life scenarios against, resulting in a solid thought.
Believing
Still with all our shared thinking and knowing there are daily posts in my Facebook timeline of people claiming the world is flat for example. and that they know that is real.
They don’t think. they believe and they believe wrong!
Believing is complicated. A belief in some God for example. You don’t change your beliefs easily. It’s been with you all your life. A change in belief of a person results in very violent thoughts and a change of your experienced reality.
Grounding in reality
Grounding is what keeps knowing, thinking, and believing connected to the same world. It’s the moment you touch something real to confirm where you stand.
For example, when you wake up from a vivid dream, you might look around, touch the wall, or check your phone to make sure you’re awake — that’s grounding. It’s the act of aligning your inner world with the outer one.
In a conversation, grounding happens too: when people use the same words but mean the same thing, they share reality for a moment. Without grounding, even true thoughts drift into imagination, and beliefs can become delusion.
My personal Knowing, Thinking and Believing
To get to know me personally you got to go back in time to the age ~9 years old. My reality collapsed for the 1st time. I’m an odd kind (never was troublesome) but I just found out my teacher of my class of then current year played games with me. keeping me occupied as much as possible but making sure i was nowhere near advancing to the next class that year and effectively expelling me from school.
I was alone in my room crying and in one moment I prayed to God. Why can reality be so cruel? God knows how long but I can remember how it ended. I concluded that if this world is God’s creation then why is it so cruel? I asked God the strength to find out if this world was the world God intended.
I felt stronger the next day i woke up. Perhaps i wasn’t a kid any more. (age 9)
This all made a nice climax in a around 9 month period. When I was aged ~32
I had observed that religion/spirituality is really doing something with your soul. (“Spiritual pressure” most commonly refers to Reiatsu, a concept in anime like Bleach, which is the outward manifestation of a person’s spiritual energy)
I became aware (I just scratched the surface, best described as that I identified different shades and sound of the objects outside the cave while staying within) of the reality outside Plato’s cave. Where spirits, Angels, Jinn and God reside. This other world is a mine field for us mere human souls. Religion teaches us to make connection to the right identity(s)
I have:
- Discovered a universal (lead,metal,gold) philosophy comparing objects and processes
- Felt auras (cold,warm,burning fire)
- Tested persons with my lead,metal,gold philosophy.
- Felt lost souls and gave them new hope and inspiration. (I felt like i have done that many times before)
- Ignited a soul to the flaming level. (I gave a lost person some spiritual insights as a reply to a question he had. After i did my normal routine of boosting his spirit. He replied shouting: “YES I KNEW IT” and his spiritual pressure went up big time)
- Caught 3 spiritual ladies (separate occasions) lying because they said they were atheist after clearing the test AAA level. After they (all 3) replied. I had a spiritual encounter […] but if I tell it to people they always say I’m crazy.
I one day had a vision. Alarm clock rang I woke up. And a story got imprinted in my head.
To keep things inside Plato’s cave: Inside the garden of Eden we could have a dialog with God. God one day said: “Don’t”. Humanity said. We have free will we are doing it our way. And due to that decision paradise was lost. I see paradise (destroyed after a flash) when i close my eyes.
I don’t disagree I had some kind of semi psychosis. I had one before but i was on medication and still had my grip on reality, until the mental team decided to drop my medication by 50% because things where going so well.
I fell into a big crisis and never am the same anymore. I had a signal plan that stated when I’m in a crisis don’t ask me if i want to be taken to the mental institution take me to the mental institution, because i might say “no” when I’m in crisis. But they asked. And I never ever heard anything of that institution anymore after i said no to that question. Letting me on my own. Going in a terrible crisis losing my job, friends and my own fast thinking mind. Until I was finally taken to an institution. (It’s code black in the dutch mental health care for some time already)
I had to reconstruct my entire conception of reality all on my own. No one dictated this constructed reality of mine. Started with knowing and thinking and I just added believing to the equation since a month of 6. And I believe it’s solid. The chances of big conspiracies of big corporations controlling the world (for a long time) are very slim. (and if so they do a very bad thing. The world leaders don’t act for global scale but for a national agenda. They could never unite for one global front. If there are evil masters behind the scene they are hiding at national level.
Believing is not knowing or thinking. I have experienced too many “coincidence” in my life for me to ignore my own beliefs. Mathematically God and religion has not yet been proven or unproven. But i believe that all Mathematical formulas are still inside Plato’s cave.
But to take a example from the 1st Matrix movie. (what is a Plato’s cave allegory with those strange figures inside the cave carrying around figures in front of a flame.). Neo is told he is the one. but he doesn’t believe it. The oracle could tell him that he was the one. But she didn’t. Believing is a force coming from within. Like any golden object it’s a motion from the bottom back to the top.
Once you “Resonate” your beliefs it will define your entire reality.

Lead, Metal, Gold philosophy.
Here is a short summary of my philosophy. I found not a single real life scenario against compelling it. I Heard a discussion between some BPM consultants. (I was software tester in a BPM company) they did not come to a conclusion.
Everything is an object, and everything is a process. An object is not a process. This philosophy puts all objects in 3 groups from your personal point of view.
- Lead: Objects (or things/processes) which you can ignore; they don’t demand action from you. “Objects with no actions for you. Things you can ignore … background noise in your life.” Example: A random tree by the road when you drive by; a coffee cup you don’t use.
- Metal: Objects/processes that demand action from you; linear, task-oriented. These are linear processes and they most of the time have a (expected) end result Example: Making dinner, helping kids with homework, performing a job.
- Golden: Objects/processes that you cherish, that are “circular” (they sustain, repeat, perhaps self-reinforce) and deserve protection and growth (not just completion). this Object wants to stay the same (but then better) over and over again.” Example: A loved one; a meaningful project you’re passionate about. And the idea: you don’t just finish them once—they persist, evolve. If your child is bad in Math you want your child to improve and don’t want another child that is better in Math.

A better life with this philosophy.
This philosophy is contained to someone’s point of view. But there are level of awareness.
For example gaining money, wealth, prestige are golden objects for the one. But are only metal objects for someone else. Open your mind to true golden objects. And try to expand your point of view. The more conscious you become the more objects become related to golden objects. And you can see that everything is connected.
My believing explained.
I can’t explain what I believe because that would include Plato’s cave problem. You would not understand or feel insulted. So I use a metaphor.
At birth every child has an invisible spiritual bike (perhaps the child has that bike for a long time already). This spiritual bike had a radio. If you ride the bike properly the radio is going to work. But if you ever lose (crash with/ Or most likely forget you ride a spiritual bike when you get older) the bike you can’t just pick it up again. (it’s invisible).
Your life does not matter spiritually if you don’t have (ride) a spiritual bike.
In a way religion gives you side-wheels for that spiritual bike. And God is handing out those side wheels build into religion through prophets and places spiritual bikes along your life path.
At any time you can grab those bikes. Put on your side-wheels of your choice. Perhaps the religion you always opposed one you newly discovered or perhaps it’s only based on some spiritual encounter.
If you will say F##K you God and make a 180 and perhaps end up in a mud-hole. There will be a special spiritual bike just for you.
Back to the top. Is this real?
This project has the aim to free the world, (and preparing for worst case scenario) no joke. We can do that purely bottom up. Until a Top down plan emerges we all can agree upon. And this plan can go a long way on it’s own.
Perhaps you ask: You talked a lot about religion and I’m an atheist?
Well, when i observed people and i had enough tests that people with a flaming spiritual pressure where truly religious.
But I state this plan Must be 100% free of religion. Due to the fact that many religions (currently) contradict other religions as false or wrong. Or undermining the universal law of free will. I observed many of them. Christian(protestant,catholic,Rastafarian,LDS), Muslim, Celtic/pagan, Hare Krishna. (I’m forgetting some eastern religions) How can we include everyone if we include religion? Religion should and must be an invitation.
And there is more even if you end up without a spiritual bike at the end of your life on earth. If this plan succeeds your entire history on earth is embedded in all groups you loved and you were loved in. If cherished. Those groups and your history will stay and circulate on earth forever. Giving everyone the same kind of immortality many people with too much ego (going over corpses) trying to achieve..
The plan: “Project chimera”
The plan is simple as it is complicated stuff uncomplicated. And it’s the hidden world outside Plato’s cave translated back in for all of us. A world where everyone can talk to everyone in a organic natural matter.
The plan want is basically Liberating groups through the new technologies we have today. Binding reality and online firmly. So we are using as much as free public technology not to escape reality but connect into it. Allowing groups to stand up for themselves and others. Letting the groups inner connect and help each other. So through groups everyone is connected to anyone.
I build a software stack of Discord (other chats are possible), WordPress, Nextcloud and more bound together using the discord authentication. We use this software stack and extend the capabilities to make our group better. The idea is that this software stack spreads around the world. Making a solution for any group possible.
Allowing any group to defend/manage/grow their own turf and make themselves known around the world. So that Everyone who is interested in someone’s golden objects that person will know the importance of those objects. Because the most terrible things just start with misunderstanding.
Let everyone speak to everyone again in a orderly fashion.
Project chimera is worth it’s own presentation. But you can join our community and experience it for your self. Our community is still small but it’s making it’s circular motion and growing ever time it does.
My resolve
Perhaps my soul is 100% committed to full devotion to the plan of God. And is that soul going no where until every soul on this planet is free. Perhaps it ain’t. Perhaps the vision of the dramatic exit of the garden of Eden was true perhaps it ain’t. Perhaps it’s all my mind, or It was God explaining something in a way I could understand. I don’t care! It doesn’t matter. Not a single thing. One big boolean algebra don’t care:Matthew 25:14-30. And I will do anything within my power to make this work
- I am a tester. I have tested earth and found bugs. And because others are doing nothing. (like many developers have been many times in my life) I start Hacking!
- My entire life guided me towards this. All the suffering I endured. All the skills I mastered. All the world I observed and interactions with people I had. The religions I tested.
- I shall do anything in my power to give back what I have received a hundred times.
- I have given the ability to do so. This is my 24/7 work. I have income and a pension plan. (God knows how), I’m technically capable and have the right mind set.
- I pray to God. (not that often. I once asked in a hastily unprepared prayer that I would love to listen to anything. I tried to sleep and after 5 minutes I started to hear big band jazz in my head. It was the best music I have ever heard but I wanted to sleep and it lasted 7 hours. I pray only serious questions when I need them.)
- And to be sure. Am not a prophet. A prophet is instructed by God to write down God words. And the prophet is in dialog with God his angels. I’m none of that.
- I know nothing about gods timing of the ultimate plan .I just live the moment. And the Moment is NOW.
- Am I here for the money? All my code shall be open-source and free for all. When the time comes and I can get paid for providing services in any form I will not refrain me from that. If this plan works out money would not be the problem anyway.
- I will not join any religion. This Bram Diederik aka daft_dutch is here for everyone. With or without religion. I’m not perfect but I don’t seek any personal more perfect state except keeping as close to my values I hold dear. Like I hope all of us.
- While reviewing this religious “post-it” I think this document can be used as reference point when you personally had a spiritual encounter. But I don’t think it my call to guide people into a spiritual mine-field beyond that point. I’m not in my spiritual state for the last ten years. I just recall all my overwhelming experiences.
- I’m not a prophet that is as much as a insult to any prophet as me. I’m just have an essential piece of equipment at the right time to make us prepare for the returning of Christ for example. Because As far as I know He never said something like. “Relax till my 2nd coming I got this”
Now what!
Well this is the end of my NOT USE AI write up. For everyone who asks what this project is all about. You could join our cause and be one of the 1st persons who makes this new real difference. Or better Invite me to your group. I (still have plenty time to help you 1st hand)
If you are interested to extend your beliefs? Join a religion. Or better await a good invitation. And keep your senses open for spiritual bikes.